Amanda Ahola says she will stop at nothing to achieve "plastic perfection" and has spent £19,000 on multiple surgeries.
The 21-year-old model who almost died to look like a Barbie doll has vowed to continue undergoing extreme surgery until she is "plastic perfection," writes Mirror, Telegrafi reports.
Amanda Ahola, from Jyväskylä, Finland, will do anything to achieve the look of a "living doll."
The webcam model has spent £15,000 on three breast augmentations, £4000 on a nose job and thousands of pounds on lip fillers and Botox injections.
All these operations were paid for by her boyfriend, whom she met by chance on the Internet.
Amanda in her story said: "I found my boyfriend on Instagram, I didn't feel like looking for him, he asked me if there was anything I wanted and I said I would like more surgeries."
"I've never met him, I've only spoken to him on the phone."
"It's clear if someone wants to pay my bills or my surgeries and is happy not to have a physical relationship with me, that's fine."
But the breast augmentation nearly ended her life after complications caused swelling in her brain.
"I almost died in my last surgery," Amanda said. "I don't really remember, but I have a few memories of the operating room and I remember feeling like I was in a strange dream, that I was in a hospital bed and then I see my mother and my boyfriend Alekski."
"My mom didn't know I was having the surgery. They started crying and my mom told me that something happened after the surgery and they asked me, 'Do you remember us, because you had the surgery yesterday?'"
Amanda's mother Nina said: "I got the second worst phone call a parent can get.
"Your child is in an emergency and could die. The worst part is that she is already dead."
Amanda added: "I don't regret what happened because I made a choice and this was the consequence, but I was really devastated because I knew this would be the end of having more surgeries."
But six months on, Amanda is now considering another operation again.
"Barbie is truly the embodiment of perfection to me and I want to get as close to perfection as I can.
"When people call me a fake 'Barbie', it makes me very happy."
Without family support and financial help, Amanda worked long hours at a variety of jobs to pay for her surgeries.
"When I worked at the hospital it was a constant battle fighting with the people there, like they always said my hair was too long and I wore too much make-up, like I was ready to go to a party. I think I'll always have this idea that when I grow up I'm going to look a certain way," she said.
She further concluded: "I'm addicted to surgeries, maybe in a way. I just know I have to do all the things I want to do because life could end at any second." /Telegraph/
